larvatus -CharmedLost at night, you take my hand and won't let golarvatus -Charmed by ~8D-GCarb
I try so hard but I can't get away from you
Steal my heart; I hear it beating in your arms
Devour my soul, no longer mine to hold
And you knew from the start
That I can't stray from you ..
I know, I shouldn't let you take me so fully
But I won't put a stop to you .
I can't end this feeling with in my dreams
Couldn't bear to leave, and see this cease
I can't cease why can't I say no to you
Bewitched by your smile again
I gave in, and have my body stained
Pour into me each drop of you love, so blissfully
Oh what bittersweet ecstasy, come and fill me
I won't let go of you.
You've drawn me in so easily
Robbed me whole, and ravaged me almost completely
For you I what I can, but I hate to be
There for you, I can't speak
The words, and say no to you .
Driven deep into my core
You became all that I cannot ignore
All that I have wanted and more
All I am forced to now adore
For you, I sell my body, mind,
Sacrificum -SacrificeI took their pain and it became mineSacrificum -Sacrifice by ~8D-GCarb
I sold my soul to rid me of this night
I cut the seams and let them bleed
Took hold, and set them free
The sound of my grinding teeth
As their demons tore inside me
I take in, drawing each lasting breath
Each time moving closer and closer to death
Hoping it will all come to end
Praying for sweet rapture's light
Beyond the noise of my screaming plights
I see you there within my sights
You held your hand, but I could not reach
You tried to save me, but I knew it would not be
With a favored smile, I hoped you would see
I offered myself to them, without a fight
To save the ones I held onto tight
I gave into fate, and became their sacrifice.
Eximo -ReleaseI have tried to kill the painEximo -Release by ~8D-GCarb
With each dose I take it drains away,
The stains that run through my veins
Though sadness still seems to stay
Lost without sight, I am drawn to its guidance
My body once strong, no longer can fight it.
Drowned myself within my sorrow
Begging not to see the light of tomorrow
Standing upon the mirror I look,
With half-closed eyes, and hands which shook
My smile once glimmered now fades
As I see the soulless expression upon my face.
A Soul taken, rather given to relieve the pain
Has left a tattered vessel empty in its place
In the mirror I see now that I am the result
The result of one who has given to fault
Allowed it to bloom out, wither, and rot
This is my cancer that cannot be fought.
These pills that had once kept me sane
And these drugs that had once healed my pain
Now bring me more
So much more that I cannot endure
Dependence is what I learned to believe
What will relieve my body and set me free.
I cannot break away
Nor do I wish to be sent astray